Inital Thoughts

Sitting in a room wondering why Im deciding to start this blog. I decide it would be a good idea to get all my thoughts down about the new direction my life has decided to take. I once knew a boy back in high school we shall call him M. I fell for this boy in high school, but he was always taken, and I was always a good girl. Once we finally had our moment, however brief it may have been; I left him wishing for a rematch and I left wishing that I could have been his and made my intentions known. We lost touch in my mind after that ( I have a shitty memory) I spent several years in a few different relationships that all met standard that M had set for me when I was back in high school. Every time one of these relationships would end i would spend a week or two looking for M in all different kinds of ways, going so far once as to walking around the place where he lived in high school hoping to run into him. Yet never did until about 5 or 6 months ago! He ran into me at a gas station, and ever since we have pretty much been inseperable. I got out of the relationship I was in just to give him the full chance to have me. I want to say this though my ex will always hold a place in my heart he was with me thru a lot of trying and difficult times, but that wasn't enough to trump what M had. Know M and I are together and have been offically since Jan 1st 2011 and it has been amazing. We have just about everything in common, and we both understand and work very well together. It sometimes goes without a word spoke nwe just know what to do for one another; he is constinently telling me to stay out of his head, and I just can't help it. I feel as thought this is where I should have been many years ago. If that were true though it would have been, and without our pasts we wouldn't be the people that we are today, and wouldn;t be able to appreciate one another like we do today if it wasn't for our pasts. Ok i'm finished for tonight. Good Night Moon :)